my
head clears, like sky and
my
heart, with pillow wings of down,
wanders unchained by distraction and daylight.
wanders unchained by distraction and daylight.
I
am frightened awake by the wind
in the whispers of my dormant soul!
in the whispers of my dormant soul!
Tears
bubble like molten lava,
gushing red from the depths of a place I dared not venture.
gushing red from the depths of a place I dared not venture.
I squeeze my eyelids, the tectonic plates
which crumple into mountains on my face,
which crumple into mountains on my face,
trying to plug the flow of thoughts
tumbling
to the forefront of my mind, unchecked;
inevitable.
In my
desperation to stop this dive into the void
I reach
out,
screaming fistfuls of steam and silence,
grappling for the lines
on a strangers palm
that may tie me to the Earth for a moment longer.
grappling for the lines
on a strangers palm
that may tie me to the Earth for a moment longer.
But my hands only slam against the darkness
leaving sooty fingerprints in the empty air
as I fall.
Screams rise in my throat,
like acid
choking me,
melting my flesh
until all that remains of my chest
is another hallow cavity.
Gravity heaves below me,
leaving sooty fingerprints in the empty air
as I fall.
Screams rise in my throat,
like acid
choking me,
melting my flesh
until all that remains of my chest
is another hallow cavity.
Gravity heaves below me,
and at last, I wind my wrists
around it's invisible tendrils
accepting the inescapable descent.
around it's invisible tendrils
accepting the inescapable descent.
And I wonder,
in this world which has lost its colour
in this world which has lost its colour
who
would notice another soul slip into the black?
Another
meaningless shadow in the darkness
who failed
to find
its purpose.
This is a deep and hauntingly beautiful poem, reflecting the experience of many a person who has delved into the realm of self-reflection. The search for the meaning of our life is one of man's ancient quests, and who can say that that meaning needs to be sought elsewhere? I think we, ourselves give our own lives meaning by doing what makes us truly happy. Carpe Diem.
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